It's never been easy for me to leave familiar shores. Loss of familiarity and the fear of the unknown are extreme deterrants.

Yet why do I choose the road less taken?
Why do i subject myself to steep learning curves that stress me out?
Why do I take on so much responsibility when all I want to do is lie back and rest a while?
Why cant I reconcile my personal and professional goals?
Why cant I just compromise and let things be the way they are?

I guess somewhere down the line my restless soul has prompted me to do more,to try different things.... To make the change.

Amidst all this I hum the tune..

"It's not time to make a change,
Just relax and take it slowly,
Your still young,
That's your fault,
There's so much you have to know...."

.. I guess some day i'd have all the answers.