"Dont sit there like a jerk and act like a victim. Go out there and make things happen", I said to myself. I was in

the mood for some stock taking.A cup of hot home made coffee always helps the cause.

This was 10 months ago.

A lot of things were not falling into place and I had decided to make things happen. I was NOT going to sit around

and wait for "fate" or "luck" to smile on me.

I went ahead, made a plan and executed the same. The plan was meticulous, the timing, perfect and the intent was unwavering.

Ten months later, I see that the plan went through.... but was I enjoying myself??

I guess not.

It sometimes is better to balance pushing for things to happen with letting HIM decide what should happen as well.